Im going to CRY

Well it turns out my Blog update was hacked this morning and someone deleted my newest post and replaced it with a bunch of BS links. I have since deleted the links but The post i spent 4 hours pouring my heart and soul into is now gone. If i feel up to it i will try to repost something later tonight but no promises. IM Seriously going to cry does anyone know how to get it back or did anyone some how by some miracle save my post to their computer to read later and can maybe send it to me so i can repost. Im sorry Im going to cry now. so much for being so happy n positive today .